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July 06 挫折中学习...矛盾中寻找自我... 这两个星期天都做了同样的事情... 明明是下雨天却还是骑着车跑到书店去K书... 明明淋了雨却还是坐在靠近冷气机的地方K... 记得很小很小很小的时候非常怕下雨打雷.. 因为懂事以后哭过最厉害的一次... 就是下着雷阵雨被妈咪一个人留在家里... 那时睡着了...被雷声吓醒... 妈咪去接哥哥回家... 大概... 大概... 大概... 五，六岁左右的事情吧... 无奈... 无助... 害怕... 那时的感觉吧... 明明下着大雨... 明明天气好冷... 明明冷到发抖... 却还是止不住手的不停加速... 冷吗？ 还好.. 还感觉得到.. ... 明明是间7-11... 却找不到一条巧克力... 快倒闭啦....Grr.... 扫我心情... 今天下午和老师一起吃午餐... 看到了老师比较“小孩子”的一面.. 才知道...眼前的老师既然际遇性格都和我很相似.. 而且和我一样是狮子座... 哈哈.. 不过老师也说了我这个头狮子古怪的很...XD 聊了很多... 也大概是唯一一次最准时一小时的... 平常吃完坐坐就回去了... 虽然习惯一个人... 但是一个人呆在一堆人之间会感到不自在... 老师说了这句话... .... 会遇上问题才正常... 不会遇上问题才真的有问题... 两种人... 我会选择作前进的那个... July 02 现在.. 有的人知道我这阵子再做什么.. 有的人不知道我这阵子再做什么... 有的人明白我再写什么... 但多数的人都不会明白吧.. 我就是那么怪的人... 有些东西..自己知道就好... 说出来分享...? 哈哈...算了... 今年会是我的转捩点的一年吧.. 我知道..我的朋友圈子正在缩小着.. 但我不介意.. 因为没那种心去处理.. 当你想要别人关心你的事情请想想别人需要你关心的时候你再干嘛... 但你想要别人在乎你的时候请想想别人需要你在乎的时候你再干嘛... 我不喜欢打心理战...不喜欢耍心机... 不喜欢就说出来...不需要暗示什么... 如果真的要带起面具...那么我会做到让你觉得你未曾认识过我... 很感谢james 的两个小时...让我学到很多.. 可惜那餐饭我没和你吃到..希望还有机会... 很感谢abner的教导...让我获益不少... 虽然才几天..不过感觉两个人都很亲切... 今年头来的心情一直都不是很好... 感觉真烂.... 算了...后天去persada johor凑热闹...看美眉~ 看看心情会不会好点... 杰杰要不要一起啊~ 带你的D60去... 还有BY2叻~要是拿到签名还能卖哦....XD 爆穷中 哈哈哈 June 29 A Little Too Not Over YouIt never crossed my mind at all That's what I tell myself What we had has come and gone You're better off with someone else It's for the best, I know it is But I see you Sometimes I try to hide What I feel inside and I turn around You're with him now I just can't figure it out Tell me why You're so hard to forget Don't remind me I'm not over it Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth I'm just a little too not over you (oooooh ) Not over you (oh eh eh eh) Memories supposed to fade What's wrong with my heart? Shake it off, let it go Didn't think it be this hard Should be strong, moving on But I see you sometimes I try to hide What I feel inside and I turn around You're with him now I just can't figure it out Tell me why You're so hard to forget Don't remind me I'm not over it Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth I'm just a little too not over you Maybe I regret Everything I said No way to take it all back, yeah Now I'm on my own How I let you go I'll never understand I'll never understand Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh Oooooooh Oh Ooooh, oh Tell me why You're so hard to forget Don't remind me I'm not over it Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth I'm just a little too not over you Tell me why You're so hard to forget Don't remind me I'm not over it Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth And I really don't know what to do I'm just a little too not over you (oh eh eh eh) Not over you (oh eh eh eh) June 23 写爽开怀... 很很狠 不 开 心 ！！！！！ 很很很 压力！压力！压力！ 我要跳楼！！！！！ 撞墙！！！！ 自尽! ! ! 喝白开水喝到涨死自杀!!!! 看tranfomer!!! 想知道我为什么不开心？ 哈哈 这是个 不能说的秘密 不开心啊!!!!! June 17 月中了... 突然..就月中了.. 也开始了一个星期了.. 虽然挺累的...不过还是学到好多哦.. 也一直在碰钉子... 觉得自己蛮幸运的..环境...大家都很好.. 虽然接触后才发觉事实是那么的陌生.. 不过还是喜欢做自己的... |
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